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A Letter To God…


Dear God,

I thank you for giving me 29 years of my life…

I am forever grateful to you for all the blessings and sustenance you’ve showered upon me…

I thank you for giving me a good wife, a lovely daughter, a caring family and great friends to make living worthwhile…

I thank you for all the tests and ordeals you gave to me so that I would learn to be a better person…

I thank you for always looking at me with mercy, even if as a meek and mortal subject, I am prone to committing mistakes and incurring your wrath through my daily sins and actions…

But with gratitude comes a lot of hope…

I hope you would accept my good deeds like how you have accepted those before me…

I hope you would continue to grant me more years in my life, more sustenance, more good health and more blessings…

I hope that you would forgive me for all my wrongdoings over the past 29 years…

I hope that you may continue to be ever more merciful to me, my family and friends…

I hope that you would grant me success in life and in the Hereafter…

Amin… Ya Rabbal ‘Alamin…

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It was not too long ago that I was alone in my room, lying on the floor, twisting and turning, trying to sleep when all the excitement of the following day’s affairs was running through my head. I had spent a good 2-3 hours just forcing myself to sleep. Even though I had psyched myself for what was in store, the adrenaline rush was just getting to me. Exactly 2 years on, here I am, my role in life having being promoted from a single to a married man and now a proud father of one.

Time does fly in the twinkling of an eye. It was just a year ago that we celebrated Hari Raya Haji on this day and another one has passed us almost two weeks ago. Life is indeed short when you think back of the past memories. If ever there was such a thing as a time machine, I’d be the first to sign up and go back to my adolescence just to rectify some of the mistakes I’ve made. Who knows, I could have become a scholar, or realised my dreams of being an entertainer or perhaps by being your favourite friendly deejay on air.

Alas… We’re in reality… And what we do now would shape our destiny. Resolutions??? I almost always seem to have the same ones like losing weight for example, only to realise that come the end of the year, I’ve added on about 5kg. I guess DISCIPLINE is one word that is lacking in my dictionary, which I am inclined to put things right come the new year. As for the others, well, let’s just say it is for my own personal drive towards success. Wish me luck!!!

I might not be the best husband to ever walk on God‘s green Earth. Neither do I show my romantic side to my wife openly. But she should know when she reads this, that I love her very much for always being there for me, for bearing my child, for sacrificing her own personal desires just to see me happy and most importantly for being a loyal and patient partner. 2 years on from the time we walked the aisle, we had our moments of imperfection, but from these experiences, we love each other even more deeply than ever.

Happy 2nd Anniversary Darling, my life would never be complete without you. And for memory’s sake, hope you guys enjoy this lame performance of mine at my wedding dinner. In the meanwhile, here’s wishing everyone Happy New Year!!!

P.S. In case any of you is awaiting any reports or reviews on RIA‘s Band Remix Competition, I apologise for having to disappoint you cos I did not attend the event as my wife and daughter were sick. I saw from my hits that people searched for the review in the search engines hoping to read one from my domain…

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3 responses

  1. Mrs PM

    Love you too darling! You might not be the best husband but you are such a great one that I can’t stop falling in love with you, even more as we grow old together…

    May our marriage be blessed with eternal love. Happy 2nd Anniversary and Happy Birthday darling!

    Monday, 31 December 2007 at 10:12

  2. Risa

    I am here to wish u happy bdae and happy anniverseri. masih ku ingat wedding mu.. yang glamour,dan kuhlasssss sekali! the best wedding ever. ok happy2 selalu to u and wifey and baby. !

    Monday, 31 December 2007 at 16:28

  3. Risa

    i think kan… u shuld put another clip.. i think kak aida said sometin like “bukannya dia bole dapat perempuan tu…” (referring to siti nurhaliza and etc)” lol! haha! i still remember i still remember i still remember!

    Monday, 31 December 2007 at 16:35

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